Friday, May 25, 2007

Toby Mac - Made To Love
From the album Portable Sounds

The dream is fading now I am staring at the door
I know it’s over cause my feet have hit the cold floor
Check my reflection, I ain’t feeling what I see
It’s no mystery

What ever happened to a passion I could live for?
What became of the flame that made me feel more?
And when did I forget…

Chours:
That I was made to love You
I was made to find You
I was made just for You
Made to adore You
I was made to love and be loved by You
You were here before me
You were waiting on me
And You said You’d keep me never would You leave me
I was made to love
And be loved by You

The dreams alive with my eyes open wide
Back in the ring You got me swingin’ for the grand prize
I feel the haters spittin’ vapors on my dreams
But I still believe…

I’m reachin’ out, reachin’ up, reachin’ over
I feel a breeze cover me called Jehovah
And Daddy I’m on my way…

Chorus:

Anything I would give up for You
Everything I give it all away

Lyrics may not be reproduced without permission from the publisher.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

ok, it's about time i updated anyways ... well, for more than one reason ..

anyways my eldest brother is back in town =) .. probably for good now .. haha ... and he's a pastor =P ... pretty cool huh? ... anyways he's engaged and will probably be getting married near the end of this year ... (he says he wants to get married on the last day of the year .. hahaha)

anyways 2 of the youth cell grps (mine included) will be going to east coast park this sunday =P .. cycling + blading + frisbee + potluck/BYO lunch + r/c airplanes + volleyball[?] + err ... whatever beach/park games u can think off ... yeah ..

*hope u can join us joycelyn ... well, even though your O lvls MT is the day after ... it's alright if u can't join us .. i guess ...*

anyways i'm a little down and out now .. =( ... got 2 letters in the mail yesterday (yes joycelyn, i know i still owe u a letter) ... one was from NS, just telling me that i'll be getting an extra $100 cos of the gst hike ...

the other wasn't so pleasent .. it was from NTU, saying that i wasn't accepted .. =( ... well, not i don't know what i'm going to be doing with my life ... in a sense ... no goals, no ambitions ... err ... no places in any uni .. =( .. bleurgh ...kinda ... depressing, i guess ..

argh .. gotta snap out of that thinking ..

also gotta pass my ippt ... argh ... the bane of all NSF/NSmen ...

on the bright side, i guess i could say my walk with God has been improving ... statistically and beyond .. hahaha ... for one my QT has become more consistent and regular ... (daily) =)

oh, upgraded my laptop ram too ... just upgraded it from 512 to 768 .. haha ... yeah .. i guess that's about it ... =/



i really really need a blue sky holiday ... seriously....

Monday, May 14, 2007

ok, this post will be more or less, pics only .. hahaha ..










new post .. yay ... hahha ...

well, my blogger interface is STILL screwed up .. but who cares? .. i can still post, well at least i think i still can, i'll find out at the end of this post anyways ...

anyways i just got back a few hours ago from thailand ... spent fri, sat, sun and abit of this morning in thailand ..yupz yupz ... the land of a thousand smiles vs the land of 3 million smiles, still got 1 million reserve.... hahaha ..

anyways here's a summary of what happened ...

Thursday

Had a medical appointment in the morning .. at 8.40am :S .. at ttsh .. so i headed stright there from home ... it was for my headaches, ok, now it's confirmed as migraine ... yeah =( anyways i've more or less found an antidote to it, Jason Winter's Tea(or the tea tablets) + laughing, well a combination of both has never (yet) failed to ease the headaches ..

the doc sent me for a ct scan of my brain ... just to make sure it isn't a concussion/haemmorage/tumor etc etc ... ahhaha ..

anyways headed back to HQ for .. lunch? .. well, was there from around 1130 to 1350 ... then i was off to another medical appointment .. this time at AH ... for my shoulder ... the good news is it's getting better, the bad, is if it doesn't get better it'll be a mri + surgery .. =( i dun want that ... even if it's free ... :S

anyways headed home after that .. and packed up ... brought a huge luggage bag .. which was less than half full ... only to bring it home today ... well, almost too full to close ... well? what can i say? .. my brother's graduated and he's gotta move his accumulated stuff back home .. lolz ..

~ dark chocolate is my friend =)

Friday

set my alarm for 4.30am .. but i was up at around 4.15 ... bio clock somehow wakes me up earlier than necessary ... =/ oh wells, better early than late ..

mom tried calling a cab at around 4.45 or so .. couldn't get one ... so i tried, just called one of the many taxi company numbers i have ... turned out to be silver cab ... nearest taxi was 15mins away .. oh wells, shouldn't be a problem .. but mom was fretting over it .. =/ flight was supposed to leave around 7.30 .. iirc, meaning check-in by 6.30 or so ...

eventually i got a call from the taxi driver .. turned out he got lost after refusing directions .. :X .. .wells... gave him very clear and detailed instructions ... 5 mins later ... another call .. he was still lost, well at least somewhere in the estate ... so i went for a morning run .. :S .. running around the estate looking for him .. found him down a land that'd lead to a dead end .. :S .. *sigh* ... oh wells, managed to meet up with ben (my 2nd bro) - (the doctor to be) in time ... ... still before 6am .. i think .. anyways there wasn't much of a queue in at the check-in counter ... so i suppose we were darn early .. :S .. lolz ..

walked around for abit then went into the departure area ... and walked all the way to the boarding gate ... yeah ... bummed around for a bit while waiting for the plane to arrive and the gate to open ...

the flight was pretty smooth i guess, jetstarasia .. pretty decent for budget airlines .. =) watched spiderman 3 on my psp during the flight =) ... it's a nice movie ... only hobgoblin dies ... :S .. dang .. he isn't supposed to die so early .. is he? .. =( also i'm pretty sure vemon isn't gone ... haiz ...

anyways nat (my eldest brother) and doca (his girlfriend) - (they're engaged! now only waiting for wedding bells .. hahaha) - (the graduate) picked us up at the airport ... in a truck, well, they call it a truck, it's more like an older MPV or SUV .. 7 seater, with a frame on the top for additional luggage ... yeah, my huge 'rhino' luggage had to go on the top ... dropped by some shopping centre on the way to his campus for late breakfast ... intended to wait for the main mall to open, but it didn't open by 11.30 .. so we went on our way .. can't remember where we ate lunch on fri ...but i know we went for early dinner with my family + doca and her mum yeah so it was 7 of us .. at some restaurant near the campus .. pretty good food at pretty good prices .. yeah

had friday vesper that night ... which was the start of the graduation (3 day long graduation!!! :S)

ben and i bunked with nat .. yeah, my parents stayed at the mission health promotion centre (which is less than 5 mins away from campus .. )

~ mint patties are ALSO my friends =)

Saturday

had breakfast at the college caffeteria yeah, their food standard has improved =)

hmmmz ... morning sabbath school at 9am .. (thats 10am singapore time .. so it felt kinda late) ...

then had devine service (aka church service) ... lunch-ed at the caffeteria again then nat drove us off to the nearby nature park .. since it was a rainy day .. and was still drizzling a little bit .. well, i guess there weren't too many animals out and about ... saw a hornbill, a few deer and too many monkeys .. hahaha ... well, wish we saw the elephants & tigers & rhinos & the many other birds .. =/ anyways we then treked about 1km+ down a trail to a waterfall ... it was darn majestic ... not the biggest or most majestic ... but still ... ~blown away ..

went out for dinner (my family+doca) at dairy home(farm? house?) .. dang i can't remember ... anyways that place has the best yoghurt ... and yoghurt icecream =) yeah man ... really smooth and creamy .. their food was pretty good too =) got to keep the cute icecream cups too .. hahaha ..

~ of course yoghurt icecream and their cute icecream cups are my friends too =P


Sunday

breakfast at the caffeteria again, their rice is still hard to eat ... though everything else is fine .. hahaha ... (minus the veggies, which are still extremely salty)

the morning part of the graduation service was a bummer ... cos we needed tix to get in .. :S luckily we're family friends of one of the lecturers there .. who let us in even though we didn't have enough tix ... :S lolz .. anyways it was long and draggy again .. but they had a really nice part where the students took the flowers pinned on their gowns and pinned em on their parents ... *awww

anyways the final (or perhaps actual?) graduation was in the afternoon .. the one where the princess of thailand came down to present the graduants with their certs .. and that one really needs tix to get in .. .and is uber-secure ... cos it's the pricess ... so royal guards were aroudn etc etc ... so only my parents went in to watch ... no photography or anything else allowed ... only a watch and eye-glasses allowed in .. no keys, no pen, no camera or anything else .. :S

so while my parents went to watch it, ben and i stayed behind in his dorm room, took turns on the com and slept ... while waiting for it to be over ... (finally)

after-which we (my family+doca+her mom) went off to this waterfall restaurant (which was by a waterfall .. albeit a small one ..) where we popped champaign (minus the alcohol) which ben brought all the way from australia ... and i got a grand total of 13 mosquitoe bites in a matter of minutes .. :S the food was pretty good, if u overlook the fact that it was outdoors and light attracts bugs ... and well, near a waterfall and foliage .. there are loads of bugs .. :S

later while we were packing, we popped the muscat (i think) sparkling grape juice ... ahh .. better than champaigne .. .hahaha .. packed and packed and packed .. yeah ..packed some stuff into the car as well ...

~ 100% pure grape juice from australia is ALSO my friend =P

Sunday (today)

set my alarm for 4.45am ... woke up around 4.30am .. then turned off my alarm and went back to sleep .. lolz .. woke up at 5am, more or less everyone 100% alert .. haha ... packed the (remaining) luggage into the car and went to pack my parents from their room .. and off to the airport ...

checked in and then ate at the airport ... .. almost missed the flight cos mom was window shopping inside the departure area .. lolz ... we were almost the last (if not the last) to board the plane even though we checked in pretty early .. haha ..

had some terbulance ,... nothing major though ... slept most of the flight away ... while my bro watched spiderman 3 on my psp .. haha ..

lunched at the airport canteen then sent ben off at the budget terminal and caught a cab home ... yeah .. that's about it .. i guess ...

=)

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

finally an update ...

ok .. apologies to anyone who checked my blog to see if i updated ... cos i didn't update for very very very long ..

anyways, i sold the laptop that i used to post my previous blog entry (at a profit) and bought another one ... =) and recently got a friend of mine a cheap and decent laptop for his home/personal use too ...

ok a few updates ...

i'll be moving from yio chu kang to yishun soon ...

my eldest brother is graduating this weekend (so i won't be in sg this weekend)

i went to donate blood on the 22nd apr (with a bunch of friends, and cracked jokes while/before donating .. including 'u watch ah .. after she inject the painkiller then she'll poke the "yakult" straw into your vein and then u can watch your life flow of ...' LoLz ...

went to a friend's house (in jurong) 2x this month to lan-game =P .. so fun ... 3v3 starcraft: broodwars (so retro huh?), 4v4 cs 1.01, 4v4 cs (err .. latest version), 4v4 dota .. hahaha ... i luv the Phantom Assassin ... but i luv those strength heroes who can tank as well .. so easy to level up ..

got 2 medical appointments tomorrow (both arranged by the hospitals .. :S) one in the morn (at ttsh) and one in the afternoon (at AH) ... -.-"

i'm currently using my home desktop to blog ... lalalala ...

super tempted to buy a 02 xda II .. but well, thats the advantage of not having any $$ on hand (or rather not being willing to spend the $$) i don't waste it .. although i've wasted a lot on my psp .. :S egad ...

started playing gunbound and shattered galaxy again cos i was so darn bored .. but kinda stopped liao ...

will be going cycling at east coast park on the 27th may 2007 with my cell grp and another cell grp ... yeah and joycelyn has agreed to come along =) yayz ..

i'm kinda becoming an anime fan .. :S .. lolz .. most enjoyed anime series so far ... - The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Ghost Hunt, Zipang, Noein ...

currently downloading Starship Troopers: Chronicles (the animation series) ...

also looking for the original novel, cos the book rox more ...

wish to start learning driving ... but no $$ T.T ...

got 6 more mths till i ord .. unless i fail to pass my ippt .. T.T

shoulder still giving me some pain when i run ... :S .. and my stamina sux now too .. :S

decided i must pump my arms more when i gym .. cos they said my veins on my left arm were too hard to find to donate blood .. T.T ...

err ... i think i've kinda run out of trivia to update .. :S so i guess that's it .. =)